Saturday, October 16, 2010

Boyz II Men - I MISS YOU ((Klymaxx cover)

Boyz II Men - I Miss you

Thought I heard your voice yesterday
Then I turned around to say that I loved you
then I realized
that it was just my mind
playing tricks on me....

It seems colder lately at night

and I try to sleep with the lights on
Everytime the phone rings
I pray to God it's you
I just can't believe (just can't believe)
That we're through...


I miss you (I miss you...)
Theres no other way to say it
And I, And I can't deny it.
I miss you (I miss you...)
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me........


Is it done and over this time?
have we really changed our minds?
But it's our first love...
all the feelings that we used to share...
I refuse to believe that you don't care.


I miss you (I miss you...)
Theres no other way to say it
And I,And I can't deny it.
I miss you (I miss you...)
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me........


I've got to gather my senses together (Gather)
I've been through worse kinds of weather
If it's over now (over now)
be strong (be strong)
I can't believe that you're gone...
I've got to carry on.


I miss you (I miss you...)
It's driving me crazy
I don't want to live without you.
I miss you (I miss you...)
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me............

I think this version is better than the original one from Klymaxx..
* Eudora* sometime we must be hurt in order to grow, fail in order to know,
Lose in order to gain, so we can be whole again..
Ohh..GOD give me the strength..Amen..

Have a nice day Y'all...


Tuesday, September 7, 2010

September BIRTHDAY...

On your birthday I wish you
Pleasure & Joy;
I hope all of your wishes come true,
May each hour & minute be filled
with delight,
And your birthday be perfect for you!!

It's September already..WAH!!! how fast the time ahh..3 more months and it will be end of 2010..*arrrghhh*..
This month B'day celebration la yang paling banyak in my calendar..goshhh!!! Why la kamu semua mau jadi Virgo!! hehehe..anyway..wud like to wish everyone who is celebrating their b'day this month..namely..

Nashon M (2/9)
Paul Nigel Jr A (7/9)
Rachel Christa Richard K (7/9)
Leonard C (8/9)
Cyntia Eve J (9/9)
Florence I. M (10/9)
Mark Jikiun (11/9)
Stephanie Marie E (14/9)
Florita I. M (15/9)
Thomas I. M (16/9)
Melody Lee (21/9)
Anny W (29/9)

God bless all..!! hugssss..muaksss...


Sunday, June 20, 2010


To my Daddy
Mr. P. Ansin..
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to you..We love you soooo much...May GOD Bless you always..
from us,
Debbie, Grace and Nigel..

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Love is how much we give of ourselves, especially our time ..

Opened my email this morning and i saw this..i think he knows what i'm me and keep me strong..and continue to bless me..

Love is how much we give of ourselves, especially our time

The passages below are taken from the book “ The Purpose Driven Life ” by Rick Warren. It was published in 2002.

Life is all about love.
Because God is love, the most important lesson he wants you to learn on earth is how to love. It is in loving that we are most like him, so love is the foundation of every command he has given us: “ The whole Law can be summed up in this one command: ‘Love others as you love yourself’ 1
Learning to love unselfishly is not an easy task. It runs counter to our self-centered nature. That’s why we’re given a lifetime to learn it. Of course, God wants us to love everyone, but he is particularly concerned that we learn to love others in his family. As we’ve already seen, this is the second purpose for your life. Peter tells us, “ Show special love for God’s people .” 2 Paul echoes this sentiment: “ When we have the opportunity to help anyone, we should do it. But we should give special attention to those who are in the family of believers .” 3

Why does God insist that we give special love and attention to other believers? Why do they get priority in loving? Because God wants his family to be known for its love more than anything else. Jesus said our love for each other---not our doctrinal beliefs---is our greatest witness to the world. He said, “ Your strong love for each other will prove to the world that you are my disciples .” 4

In heaven we will enjoy God’s family forever, but first we have some tough work to do here on earth to prepare ourselves for an eternity of loving. God trains us by giving us “family responsibilities,” and the foremost of these is to practice loving each other.

God wants you to be in regular, close fellowship with other believers so you can develop the skill of loving. Love cannot be learned in isolation. You have to be around people---irritating, imperfect, frustrating people. Through fellowship we learn three important truths.

Love should be your top priority, primary objective, and greatest ambition. Love is not a good part of your life; it’s the most important part. The Bible says, “ Let love be your greatest aim.” 5

It’s not enough to say, “One of the things I want in life is to be loving,” as if it’s in your top ten list. Relationships must have priority in your life above everything else. Why?
Life without love is really worthless . Paul makes this point:
“ No matter what I say, what I believe, and what I do, I’m bankrupt without love .” 6

Often we act as if relationships are something to be squeezed into our schedule. We talk about finding time for our children or making time for people in our lives. That gives the impression that relationships are just a part of our lives along with many other tasks. But God says relationships are what life is all about .

Four of the Ten Commandments deal with our relationship to God while the other six deal with our relationships with people. But all ten are about relationships! Later, Jesus summarized what matters most to God in two statements: love God and love people . He said, “You must love the Lord your God with all your heart. . . . This is the first and greatest commandment. A second is equally important: ‘Love your neiqhbor as yourself.’ All the other commandments and all the demands of the prophets are based on these two commandments.” 7 After learning to love God (worship), learning to love others is the second purpose of your life .

Relationships, not achievements or the acquisition of things, are what matters most in life. So why do we allow our relationships to get the short end of the stick? When our schedules become overloaded, we start skimming relationally, cutting back on giving the time, energy, and attention that loving relationships require. What’s most important to God is displaced by what’s urgent .

Busyness is a great enemy of relationships. We become preoccupied with making a living, doing our work, paying bills, and accomplishing goals as if these tasks are the point of life. They are not. The point of life is learning to love---God and people. Life minus love equals zero.
Love will last forever . Another reason God tells us to make love our top priority is that it is eternal : “ These three things continue forever: faith, hope, and love. And the greatest of these is love.” 8

Love leaves a legacy. How you treated other people , not your wealth or accomplishments, is the most enduring impact you can leave on earth . As Mother Teresa said, “It’s not what you do, but how much love you put into it that matters.” Love is the secret of a lasting heritage.

I have been at the bedside of many people in their final moments, when they stand on the edge of eternity, and I have never heard anyone say, “Bring me my diplomas! I want to look at them one more time. Show me my awards, my medals, that gold watch I was given.” When life on earth is ending, people don’t surround themselves with objects. What we want around us is people---people we love and have relationships with.

In our final moments we all realize that relationships are what life is all about. Wisdom is learning that truth sooner rather than later. Don’t wait until you’re on your deathbed to figure out that nothing matters more.
We will be evaluated on our love . The third reason to make learning to love the goal of your life is that it is what we will be evaluated on in eternity. One of the ways God measures spiritual maturity is by the quality of your relationships. In heaven God won’t say, “Tell me about your career, your bank account, and your hobbies.” Instead he will review how you treated other people, particularly those in need . 9 Jesus said the way to love him is to love his family and care for their practical needs: “ Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these who are members of my family, you did it to me. ” 10

When you transfer into eternity, you will leave everything else behind. All you’re taking with you is your character. That’s why the Bible says, “ The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love. ” 11

Knowing this, I suggest that when you wake up every morning, you kneel by your bed, or sit on the edge of it, and pray this: “God whether I get anything else done today, I want to make sure that I spend time loving you and loving other people---because that’s what life is all about. I don’t want to waste this day.” Why should God give you another day if you’re going to waste it?

The importance of things can be measured by how much time we are willing to invest in them. The more time you give to something, the more you reveal its importance and value to you. If you want to know a person’s priorities, just look at how they use their time .
Time is your most precious gift because you only have a set amount of it. You can make more money, but you can’t make more time. When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you’ll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give someone is your time.

It is not enough just to say relationships are important; we must prove it by investing time in them. Words alone are worthless . “ My children, our love should not be just words and talk; it must be true love, which shows itself in action .” 12 Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is “T--I--M--E.”

The essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of ourselves. Men, in particular, often don’t understand this . Many have said to me, “I don’t understand my wife and kids. I provide everything they need. What more could they want?” They want you! Your eyes, your ears, your time, your attention, your presence, your focus---your time . Nothing can take the place of that.

The most desired gift of love is not diamonds or roses or chocolate. It is focused attention. Love concentrates so intently on another that you forget yourself at that moment. Attention says, “I value you enough to give you my most precious asset---my time.” Whenever you give your time, you are making a sacrifice, and sacrifice is the essence of love . Jesus modeled this: “ Be full of love for others, following the example of Christ who loved you and gave Himself to God as a sacrifice to take away your sins .” 13
You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving. “God so loved the world that he gave. . .” 14 Love means giving up---yielding my preferences, comfort, goals, security, money, energy, or time for the benefit of someone else.

Sometimes procrastination is a legitimate response to a trivial task. But because love is what matters most, it takes top priority. The Bible stresses this repeatedly. It says, “ Whenever we have the opportunity, we should do good to everyone .” 15 Use every chance you have for doing good. 16 “Whenever you possibly can, do good to those who need it . Never tell your neighbor to wait until tomorrow if you can help them now.” 17

Why is now the best time to express love? Because you don’t know how long you will have the opportunity. Circumstances change. People die. Children grow up. You have no guarantee of tomorrow. If you want to express love, you had better do it now.

Knowing that one day you will stand before God, here are some questions you need to consider: How will you explain those times when projects or things were more important to you than people? Who do you need to start spending more time with? What do you need to cut out of your schedule to make that possible? What sacrifices do you need to make?
The best use of life is love. The best expression of love is time. The best time to love is now . (123-128)

Saturday, June 12, 2010


HELP!!! breaking down now..!! i need to talk too someone...Pleaseeeeee...huhuhuhuhuhu.... :...( gila goin crazy now.. NO DEBRA!!! come on you can do it!!! need to strong be strong!!! have faith in your self..dont do stupid things k..hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......ARRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! i need to let it out!!! FCuksheeeeeeeettttttdameeeeeeeetttttttttt!!!!!!!!

Friday, June 11, 2010

Michelle Tumes - Lovely (Center of my universe)

He is the best thing that has ever happened to me and has been there through everything I have been through no matter what. He gives me hope and strength when I am at the end of my rope. Faith to move on and believed in me, Loves me for who i am and not for what i look like or i will/wont do. He protects me from the things and danger that scare me the most. He is my light in my darkness.He's the only one that has ever really been there for me...Dear God Guide me too your way..Amen.

You're the sweet dreams that soothe me
When I can't fall asleep
You're the field in the middle of the city
When I'm rushing by at the speed of light
You're the strong resolution when I find no peace
You're the church bells ringing in the evening
When all is quiet You whisper comfort
That lifts my heart
I get so weak

Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A thousand times I look around me and I find
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A million ways could not explain
You're lovely

You're the soft words that touch me
When I just can't speak
You're the breeze on the ocean in the morning
Reminding me to greet the day
You're the flowers I remember seeing in Italy
Colors through a golden haze
Bright and radiant, soft and fragrant
In the noon day sun, it makes me sing


I understand there may be grief
And there may be pain
But I'm aware You blind the darkness
With Who You are



Friday, May 21, 2010

Love is just a game..i think..hmmm..

Oh maybe I think, maybe I don’t
Maybe I will, maybe I won’t
Find my way this time
I hear you calling me soon

One of these days
Somebody stays and somebody pays
It happens all the time
I’ll be leaving, believing you wanted me to

Maybe I’m a fool
For walking in line
Maybe I should try to lead this time
I’m an honest mistake that you make
Did you mean to?
Did you mean
Did you mean

Love is just a game
Broken all the same
And I will get over you
Love is just a lie
Happens all the time
Swear I know this much is true

And they collared you up
And collared you down
And coloured you in
And I’ve been waiting so long
To take you home

And maybe I think, maybe I don’t
Maybe I will, maybe I won’t
Find my way tonight
But I hear you calling me soon

Maybe I’m a fool
For walking in line
Maybe I should try to lead this time
I’m an honest mistake that you make
Did you mean to?
Did you mean
Did you mean

Love is just a game
Broken all the same
And I will get over you
Love is just a lie
Happens all the time
Swear I know this much is true

Maybe I’m a fool
For walking in line
Maybe I should try to lead this time
I’m an honest mistake that you made
Did you mean to?
Did you mean
Did you mean

Love is just a game
Broken all the same
And I will get over you
Love is just a lie
Happens all the time
Swear I know this much is true